Where am I?
What happened?
I don’t know what to do.
I have nothing. Here. Whatever it was, is gone now.
I have no idea where I am. I lost my purpose. I have no goals, nothing to look forward to.
The world abandoned me. I trusted it and it left me to be alone. It betrayed me.
There’s no consolation.
Nothing to make me feel safe.
And even if there was, what’s the point, if there’s nothing to protect?
What is the point of the wind if we can’t feel a breeze?
How can I desire love if there’s nothing to love?
Why would I be missed if there’s nothing to miss?
17th January 2021
