There seems to be a hole in my heart, that for some reason never fades
it might be temporary, not so obvious, people and life tend to help, but at the end of the day, it is still there
This ache I cannot feel.
This cry I cannot tear.
This pain I cannot heal.
This everlasting fear
I am misunderstood in this world, where I was misplaced, constantly misexplaining my truth.
How can I express it if I cannot even understand?
I feel like I do not belong here, on this planet. I’m just passing through, learning, discovering who I am.
I belong to some place else, among the stars. And that’s what I’m searching for. In every song, in the silence pieces of music. In every word I write. Every stroke of the brush I fill.
I am ever incomplete, incapable of expressing my feelings, ineffectually maintain myself.
Perhaps the concept of home and belonging shouldn’t be tied to such mundane ideas.
Perhaps all it takes is one person to bring that feeling to an alien world
2nd July 2021
